When it rains it pours TreadingWater: So on top of all we've been going through (working through trust issues, lies, secrets, drugs and lazy parenting) I can't believe what a curve ball we've been thrown! DH and I spent all night Friday night in the ER and today I finally had a miscarriage. It really puts alot of emotional confusion between us and where we stand having gone through such an ordeal together. He is my rock, and I love him so much. I never want to go through anything without him, we just make such a good team. Is this the universe's way of saying hold on just a little while longer? I am still so unsure about when enough is enough and being naive in thinking we can work though everything. But I so want to try. Not sure how much of this is hormones and hope for my daughter to be raised with her mother and father together because I wasn't and ugh, just feeling all around blue...
Re: When it rains it pours corkscrew: (Hugs)
Having a miscarriage can be devastating, I know firsthand. Get plenty of rest and try not to think about the reasons why. It was simply not meant to be at this point in time.
Re: When it rains it pours TreadingWater: Yeh, I get the whole miscarriage thing. I am feeling much better emotionally about it all. I just can't believe the nerve of my husband (not sure how much longer I'll be calling him that). He borrowed $100.00 from his dad and left me $30.00 for groceries. He told me his Dad only gave him $60.00. GOD HE LIES ABOUT EVERYTHING! Where he goes, what he eats, how much money he has, who he calls, ALL OF IT LIES! I am so sick of the damn lies. I'm in Wal-Mart trying to decide how to stretch $30 f'in dollars between lunch for him for the week, pads b/c I am still bleeing from a miscarriage on MONDAY, and fresh fruit and whole foods for my daughter because now my she is vommitting and sick with the virus we had last weekend. And he had an extra $70.00 ALL TO HIMSELF. Wonder what he planned on doing with that money (oh but sadly I already know he was gonna put it up his f'in nose!) He said I bought groceries for the week with $40.00 last week so he figured I could do it for three days with $30. What a POS!
Re: When it rains it pours overwhelmed: TreadingWater,
I'm so sorry you've found yourself in this position. You should be at home, curled up on the couch being catered too...not lied too and shopping at Wal-Mart. I really hope that things get better for you. I wish I knew how to make them better, but unfortunately I don't know how to even fix my own mess right now! :-\
Anyway, keep your chin up and keep posting. PM me if you want to talk sometime. Just know that we are all here for you.
