Another dream. chiefkyle: Sup Girl,
Just woke up. I was almost to tears. I had another one of them dreams. You know the ones where you feel so violated, and it feels so real, that you almost cry. Well thats what I just had.
Somehow I was on my phone, and I heard you and my cousin Joe talking. You told him "Don't let David know". He went along with it saying, I won't. I beleave you was having Joe cover up for you cause you was seeing some guy that Joe knew, and somehow you had Joe playing along with your skeem.
Well it was sad. I felt violated. Is was as if we were together, and I was finding out about your cheating, for the first time. I'm glad I wasn't feeling like that when I found out you did cheat on me in real life. Cause for real, I felt like a virgin, who was just raped. I would have done something really bad......
I know I'm just talking stupid right now. But this, like all my dreams, helps me look at life differently. A whole new perspective. I can't imagine ever speaking to you again. Not because of my dreams, but because of what you have REALLY done to me emotionaly and physicly. I'm not innocent, by no means. But that just gives me all the more reasons, to not talk to you again.
I've done you wrong, you returned the favor. I guess we are even right? I don't want to hurt you, or be hurt by you. So I'm just going to stay out of your life, and please........baby please, stay out of mine.
