This weekend... ih8BeinAlone: Well... as most of you know my story, I wanted to update ya all on my move back into the house that we owned together.
I moved back in on Saturday. It was a complete "Shock". Luckily I brought one of my female friends. She helped me a lot... and she also totally understood how I was feeling because she said she must have had sympathy shock as well :)
I noticed my ex left 1 picture of us up. It was kind of mixed in with all the other pictures. So I dont' know if it was an accident or she did it as a statement.
Anyways, so at first I was shocked, but I've made it through, and I've taken a few steps back but I'm doing "ok".
One interesting thing I've learned through this moving experience is just how far emotionally my ex is from me. I mean it really took a lot of will power for her to just pack up all of her stuff and leave the house we've had for 2 years. She is pretty angry with me and I think that is what empowers her. And I'm sure she derives a lot of strength from her new b/f. I wish I could say that I had a snowballs chance in hell to win back her affection. I miss her but, she so far gone it's really time to move on as Newts has told me.
