Re: What Did I Do? broken_saint: oh man, i can't even begin to tell you how i know what you're feeling.
one day my x told me that she "needed time" ... she didn't know why but at that time her mother and brother were going through some stuff with cancer and my grandfather JUST died. i think she used her mom as a reason to take off. since then, i barely spoke to her and the time that i did (a month later to see how she was doing) she told me that she wasn't in love with me anymore and basically treated me like SHIT for no reason. when i asked her why she was doing this (after 9 years) she said " i don't know" and my favorite " i don't think you should call me for awhile.
what did I do? no matter how you put it, NO ONE deserves that. especially after all the years and the good and the bad we had.
i loved her, i was in love with her, i was very happy and hell she even said she was days before this all happened. the only logical expaination is that she was with someone else....
9 years is a very long time. i had a future once and now i have to rearrange my plans a bit. i hear about people like that, how they can just up and leave and kick you the fuck out of their lives is beyond me. it's just inhuman and heartless of them. just didn't know she was capable of it. the funny things we find out (in the end) about the one's we pledge our hearts to.
Re: What Did I Do? EssieDotCom: [quote"> *STBX* I still love you, but I can't show you. If I talk to you, I'll start thinking about you. I'll fall in love with you, all over again. I'll hurt all over again. By not talking to you, I'm trying to fool myself into beleaving I never cared.[/quote">
Boy, have I been through this myself. I tried not talking not communicating just enough so i wouldnt fall again and get hurt again.... (((HUGS)))
