Re: Stop it!! sosad05: I am guilty of the same problem also.
The things that gets me is the WHY. Ofcourse I base this on my perception, but WHY is being the perfect husband to her? Why is playing dad of the year when he's with her? Is he contributing money to her? Does he still have an obsession w/ 19-yr-old girls like he did when he was with me? Then I wonder what did I do to cause him to be so disrespectful and non-caring to me. I loved that man so much. I guess I truly realize it now. I went above and beyond for him. But, it doesnt matter. We were supposed to be soul mates. It failed. If that failed, how can I expect anything with anybody will ever really work? Its sad, but I can say I will NEVER give 100% of myself to anyone. I will never allow myself to be hurt by anyone like I was him.
Everyone tells me he found someone else so quickly bc he never truly loved me. That hurts. :'( Again, it makes me think, what is wrong with me??
Re: Stop it!! trapped: That's rough bb but I will tell you this...I would probably do the same if there weren't the continental US between us now. I know that probably doesn't help but maybe a little? The whole "knowing you're not the only one" commonality thing?
Hugs tho girl.
Re: Stop it!! brokenbaby: [quote author=sosad05 link=topic=30035.msg296873#msg296873 date=1150168150">
Everyone tells me he found someone else so quickly bc he never truly loved me. That hurts. :'( Again, it makes me think, what is wrong with me??
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I think that they found someone else so quickly because they cannot stand to be alone. The don't like themselves enough to be alone. They need someone to be there, to take care of them...
Thanks for the hugs, knowing I am not alone really does help. Sometimes I just feel like I am going crazy.
Re: Stop it!! sosad05: bb...that makes two of us!
Re: Stop it!! smokin: isnt going crazy in "tha" jeans? lol. kidding...........
