Re: X tried to hire a man to kill me newts: Angel, that is such a sad story and I wish your husband was still in jail he sounds like a con man and I don't think he ever had your best interests at heart... I mean he tried to kill you!!
You have a lot of emotional scars and you problem will always habor those emotions, however, you need to start thinking more positively about you and what you need to do to make yourself feel great like you did before this leech entered your life. Your life can and will get better only you can make the changes (and the changes I am refering to aren't material possessions) it's all about your attitude and changing your life for the better, change the negative thoughts into positive one's e.g instead of thinking why did this happen, think this happened to me because I am strong enough to be able to deal with what my ex husband did and my life will be the same as it was before I met him.
Angel, believe in yourself and believe your life will be great again, hold on to that precious daughter of yours because she is the one that will give you the strenght to move past your grief and hurt.
