do i have the right ? broken_saint: do i have the right to hate her as much as i do?
do i have the right to call her on her birthday?
do i have the right to state that she will NEVER call me again?
do i have the right to hear an explanation to why she left?
do i have the right to fear tomorow's pain ?
do i have the right to get a good night's sleep for once?
do i have the right to have my say in a relationship that was ended for me?
do i have the right to call her names?
do i have the right to my own thoughts and decisions?
do i have the right to love someone without having the horrible feeling that i will lose them?
do i have to the right to make memories just fade away when they just want to hold on?
do i have the right to continue to hide my feelings around people since i know no-one really cares?
do i have the right to want to call her just to see how she's doing when i can feel that she's with someone new?
do i have the right to think about her and care for her so much even tho she doesnt feel the same way anymore?
do i have the right to think that the past 9 years was a waste of time with someone who promised day after day that they would never leave?
do i have the right to hate her so much for ruining everything?
Re: do i have the right ? Tapout: In my mind, I think you have the right to all of the above. The real question is....does it make you feel better?
Re: do i have the right ? sheydp: [quote author=broken_saint link=topic=30074.msg296608#msg296608 date=1150138640">
do i have the right to hate her as much as i do?
do i have the right to call her on her birthday?
do i have the right to state that she will NEVER call me again?
do i have the right to hear an explanation to why she left?
do i have the right to fear tomorow's pain ?
do i have the right to get a good night's sleep for once?
do i have the right to have my say in a relationship that was ended for me?
do i have the right to call her names?
do i have the right to my own thoughts and decisions?
do i have the right to love someone without having the horrible feeling that i will lose them?
do i have to the right to make memories just fade away when they just want to hold on?
do i have the right to continue to hide my feelings around people since i know no-one really cares?
do i have the right to want to call her just to see how she's doing when i can feel that she's with someone new?
do i have the right to think about her and care for her so much even tho she doesnt feel the same way anymore?
do i have the right to think that the past 9 years was a waste of time with someone who promised day after day that they would never leave?
do i have the right to hate her so much for ruining everything?
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You have the ability to do each and every one... but many are very self destructive... How do you want to live your life, how do you want to be/feel? Hate is never healthy...
Shey
Re: do i have the right ? broken_saint: there's a part of my day that i spend in guilt. i wont lie, there's a huge part. i don't know what causes a person to abandon the one's you love after nine years but in her case, there's got to be something about me that she either hates with a passion or something that i did that just disgusts her? she hasn't spoken a word to me in 3 months, i had to have done something horrible for it to be this way.
