Tonight Melbel: Crappy husband,
You are the biggest POS I have ever known.....you can't even remember that TONIGHT was the night WE were going to tell the kids that WE are getting divorced! You were here....getting some things and tell me how I don't make you feel welcome. Your are NOT welcome in MY house you A**. What because I made a drink and feed you but didn't kiss your A**, your not welcome. I tried to be nice and me being stupid will try again.
You are a useless piece of garbage....the kids begged me to work it out try before we go talk to the judge. They are the best thing that ever happened to me and WE are hurting them. They both fell asleep with pic of the 2 of us together that I had put away, the great one from Hawaii and us at L&H's wedding. I hate you!! I have NEVER hated anyone in my life until now. You left me again!!! You left me to make everything OK...knowing I would not say a bad thing about you to them..knowing that you being daddy is soooo important to me. I am so tired of being nice and doing the right thing! I can't stand the thought of you! All I can say is that karma is a SOB.
Melissa
Re: Tonight Melbel: J,
I am sorry! I really don't hate you. I spoke in the heat of the moment and for that I am sorry(not like you even know about this but....). I have never hated anyone and we have 2 beautiful kids that make me not hate you. I can't imagine how you forget that WE were going to tell the kids in 1 week we will be divorced. They cried so hard and I could have used you....mommy please try again with daddy before you go see the judge. It is still ringing in me ears. It's ok though I let them know that we will ALWAYS love them and that yes daddy can still come to your birthday parties (all P wants is you to be there) and you will get to see daddy on Christmas and have Christmas with papa and mema and Uncle J. Why should I have to be the one making promises and telling them they will see you. Why can't you be a man and tell them? I guess somethings will never change. You NEVER hang around when it gets too hot . So, I will be there...like always and we are going to be GREAT!!!!
While I don't hate you, I don't like you and the thought of me still being your best friend makes me want to puke!!! So, NO I really don't think I can be your best friend(maybe K can be?). Maybe if you were a fraction of the man I married I could but you have did a 180* turn.
I should have wrote this last night then maybe I could have slept!
Stronger and better me,
Melissa
