Back and still confused! Sman: Hey, I am back from my vacation with my soon to be ex. We went on a 7 day Caribbean cruise and had a wonderful time together (no whoopi). We spent the whole week talking to each other, having fun, shopping, you name it we had fun doing it, expect for the above. Everything was great! But I am still confused, but still going ahead with the divorce. We talked alot and I tell you alcohol is like truth serom, I told her how much I loved her and wanted her in my life. How I thought that she was the woman for me, no matter what. She responded in kind. well somewhat. I know the things I and we did in the past to get to the point where we are now, and those cannot be changed, but boy, do I wish I knew these things back then and we wouldn't be in this situation right now. I guess I am still holding out hope of reconcillation with her in the future, and I have put the ball in her court, only time will tell. I'll just keep working on me and keep doing a good job at my job.
It was really weird tough, spending from last Saturday through this morning with her and now I am back in my place feeling all alone without her! I guess I have to have faith that something good will happen in the future with either her or another person, but I hope it is with her. As I told her, we were meant to be together, just the way we interacted these last 10 days shows that to me.
