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so hurt candi: friends for seven years well none of my friends for that long did what you did to me why I took the check back

1. I brought it there when I was going through my purse in the car I realized shit I lost my card I panicked and ***** and I tore the car apart to find it retraced my steps and knew it was because lolli knocked my purse over the night before at target.she said you better cancel your card immediately especially since I had pay[pal money in there that was finally released , your part that you supposedly put in , and money from my mom.. when I called the bank they said I had 9 dollars in there.i was like oh my god someone got the card and used it !!  they then told me it was transferred into  the joint account. THE THIEF WAS YOU NOT SOME ASSHOLE OFF THE STREET ..YOU HAD NO RIGHT TO GO INTO MY PERSONAL ACCOUNT!!!!! THE BANK WANTED TO FILE A REPORT AGAINST YOU BUT I DIDN'T, THAT'S WHEN I  WAS LIKE FUCK THE RENT ..HE HAS 0 RESPECT FOR ME WHY SHOULD I HAVE ANY FOR YOU AFTER YOU VIOLATED MY PERSONAL SPACE I WAS GOING TO DO THE HONRABLE THING REGARDLESS OF THE FACT THAT YOU BROKE IT OFF WITH ME THE NIGHT BEFORE , ANALYZED EVERY THING I SAID, LIKE IM ON TRIAL, THEN BOASTED ABOUT GOING TO THE PLAYBOY MANSION TO PISS ME OFF... ANY OTHER GIRL IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULDNT GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT RENT.. YOUR GOING TO PREACH TO ME ABOUT HONOR .WHEN YOU LIE CHEAT AND STEAL .THAT TAKES BALLS.YOU DONT DO ANYTHING HONORABLY.  WHAT MAKES YOU THNK YOU CAN TREAT ME LIKE GARBAGE .YOU..MAYBE YOU CAN PAY FOR THE RENT(WHICH WAS FOR YOUR CONVEIENCE) FROM THE 12,000 YOU PAID THE GIRL TO DO  YOUR      OPEN HOUSE. like i believe you paid that kind of money to anywone

MY PARENTS ARE INVOVED IN EVERYTHING WELL MY PARENTS DONT SPEND THE NIGHT WITH US HIPPOCRITE .. SAME PEOPLE THAT BROUGHT YOU PRESENTS FROM NY. AT LEAST THERE AROUND FOR ME UNLIKE YOU.SAME PEOPLE THAT FED YOU AND WELCOMED YOU IN THEIR HOME , GIFTS FOR THE APARTMENT,AND GAVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE TO MAN UP. HOW DARE YOU DISRESPECT THEM THAT SHOWS HOW MUCH YOU RESPECT ME.. YOU DONT
YOU HAVE ONCE AGAIN RUINED OUR RELATIONSHIP.. HALF THE THINGS YOU SAY TO ME YOU DENY SAYING LATER JUST TO ALWAYS BE RIGHT. NOWONE CAN TELL YOU ANYTHING . ITS FUNNY YOU ACCUSED MYSELF AND your ex OF BEING SELFISH AND CHEAP..THATS FUNNY MAYBE ITS DEEP DOWN HOW YOU ARE AND YOU KNOW IT .. I HAVE NEVER ARGUED WITH ANY GUY IVE BEEN WITH NO MATTER HOW BAD THEY WERE THE WAY I DO WITH YOU. YOU ARE THE MOST DRAMA GUY ON THE PLANET WHICH I CAN DEAL WITH. NOWONE IS PERFECT I HAVE MY MOMENTS AS WELL .

      EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU IF IT ISNT YOU WILL MAKE IT THAT WAY .THE BEING MR UNSELFISH AND GIVING IS AN ACT. YOU ARE TRANSPARENT I SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOU.. I LOVE YOU AND WANTED TO MARRY YOU. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT LOVE IS .WHEN I TALK TO YOU I FEEL THAT I'M NOT TALKING TO A RATIONAL PERSON NOT THE EDDY I KNEW . .
SO MY LIFE ISNT PERFECT OR WHERE I WANT TO BE BUT IT ISNT OVER EITHER. LIFE CHANGES .IT GOES UP AND DOWN .I KNOW I WILL BE HAPPY IF I CHOOSE THE RIGHT PATHS IN LIFE. HOPEFULLY YOU WILL DO THE SAME
THIS CONSTANT FEELING OF ME NOT CARING ABOUT YOU IS A PARANIOD INSECURITY IN YOUR HEAD THAT YOU NEED TO GET HELP FOR ..I CANT CHANGE THE WAY YOU THINK .IF DRIVING ME AWAY IS WHAT YOU WERE TRYING TO DO WELL YOU DID A GREAT JOB . YOU CANT EXPECT TO MENTALLY TORTURE ME AND I'M NOT GOING TO REACT .YOU BROUGHT THIS APON YOURSELF AND ITS REALLY A SHAME .. YOU TELL ME TO GET MY STUFF OUT THEN TO BE SPITEFUL YOU HAD THE LOCKS CHANGED YOUR THE ONE WHO CANT BE TRUSTED NOT ME.YOU BROKE MY HEART AND MY PARENTS .MAYBE ONE DAY WE CAN BE FRIENDS  . MAYBE ONE DAY YOULL BE MY SUPERHERO AGAIN, candi

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