To my Wife 4 JoshuaB: I apologize for what you thought were affairs, but I have been/had been/ and am still faithful to you. But I cannot be held accountable for what other people think. And please know that my love was with you always and will be forever (at least in some form).
What can I say….. I would love to hear your laughter from another room, I loved how innocent you were, I loved how beautiful you were. And for some reason when I was around you- you took all the stress away.
Remember- please- that I was there for you through everything….. through all the depression through all those crying nights… through everything…… I supported you 100%. I thought that I would be strong enough to bring you out of it…. But I guess that I wasn’t.
