Re: I hate who I am. NO DATE: yep I hear you! I am having one of those day's myself [after a night of no sleep"> I handle/show it differently but it's depression none the less! I caught myself walking around with a good old fashionad scawl on my face and an attitude from hell [no particular reason"> just bitter today, so much so that I have to stay at home or I might draw the wrong response from somebody.. I wish I had something of use to tell you on this.. I will say try to picture something you really like, maybe you want to buy something for yourself? if you can afford it DO IT! like today I bought a dvd burner [I needed one lolol"> and it's more about installing it in my pc than anything else [I like mechanics of any kind"> whatever your interests are.. immerse yourself.. in it for a while, even if you don't really feel like it, just force yourself and the interest will take over and before you notice you'll be into whatever it is you wanted to do!
hope that helps if even in a small way :) :)
Re: I hate who I am. JNA: [quote author=Smiley link=topic=31006.msg308902#msg308902 date=1151949917">
Something's got to give. I'm crawling in my skin today and with each minute that goes by, I feel worse and worse.
I can feel myself slipping into depression again and I'm sick of the same old ways of trying to drag myself out of it. I'm really beginning to wonder if I'll ever break out of this.
I know I have a lot going for me... it's what people tell me, but it doesn't feel that way. I have 2 great kids that I can't even be in the same room with right now. I just want to sleep or drive my car into a tree. I'm so sick of feeling like this, and I knew it was coming I could feel it. I just can't break from this.
I wish I could sleep and just not wake up.
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I've been through A LOT Smiley and have those times too ok
I have "everything" going for me but sometimes that is not what it is about ya know...
Stay Strong
Talk to me sometime ok...
JNA
Life runs in "Phases" ok...
Just get through this one...
I'll be here...If you need to talk to someone
Re: I hate who I am. LostTeacher: smiley....life is full of these moments. where we don't know what to do, or where to turn. sometimes things seem so much worse to us than they really are.
if you are really that concerned, i think it's time to see a doctor. even if it means going to an emergency room, whatever it takes. you need to take care of yourself. and severe depression needs to be treated by a doctor. believe me, i come from a family where we deal with that a lot, and you can't treat severe depression with smiles and exercise. sometimes it's a chemical imbalance.
you need to be so very careful at a time like this. post as much as you need, call a help line, phone a friend, go see someone you trust. take care of youself.
we are here if needed....know that i am thinking of you.
LT
Re: I hate who I am. EssieDotCom: i agree life is full of these moments. You feel lost and alone, but you really aren't we are here. and most of us if not all of us have been in the same shoes and felt the same feelings or near the same. ***HUGS***
Re: I hate who I am. JNA: BUMP...
As someone is "really" hurting on the Vent board
Sorry...
JNA
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