Letter to my wife ATLfoodie: Dear G,
Last night was probably the hardest thing I have ever done. I know you need space to sort things out. I also know in my heart that if I want to have any chance of growing old with you then I had to do this. I am committed to you 110%. I am not the perfect husband or the perfect father or a perfect man. I do not blame any of our problems on you. I take full responsibility for them. I just hope and pray that one day you will see just how much I do love you. As I told you last night, the past 2 1/2 years have been the happiest I have had in probably 20. I hate not being with you and I hate myself even more for betraying your trust. There is so much in life that I want to see and explore and I want to do all of that with you. You are the best thing to ever happen to me and I screwed that up. At the rate I'm going I'd screw up a wet dream. I have never cried so many times in one month as I have this past one. I enjoy the way you tease me, make me laugh, and how you can just put a smile on my face. I am also in awe (and even a tad jealous) of your immense talent.
I know this letter is rambling, but it is basically a collection of thoughts and emotions from the past month. I want you to know that you are a good person, a WONDERFUL stepmom, and one day will be a wonderful mother whether its with me or not. I believe in you. When I'm old and grey (And no funny comment about how I already am LOL), you will have succeeded in your dreams. You will be a successful woman. I want to share in your hopes and dreams. You are the best friend, wife, lover, and confidante a man could have. (and the herd is pretty cool too).
Please know that I love you with all my heart.
Love,
Dave
Re: Letter to my wife ATLfoodie: I got emotionally involved with a female friend. Nothing physical. It happened at a time when my wife and I were living apart in separate states due to our jobs.
Re: Letter to my wife ATLfoodie: I am so truly sorry and I do love my wife. I want her back so bad right now it hurts.
