My Baby ATLfoodie: Dear G,
I can't tell you how many letters I've written over the past 4 days. I am so miserable without you. I am trying to make sense of all this and can come to no conclusion. I thought we had worked through all our problems, not that we had many. I think of you day and night and wonder. I wonder if you will be happy without me. I wonder if we will be together again. I wonder about what you are doing while I am not there. My heart is filled with so much love for you. It also weeps with sadness because you are not here.
You are taking your weekend getaway to your friend this Friday. I am scared of this trip knowing she has a seething hatred for me. I don't know what to expect when you get back.
Please know that I will always be here for you. I love you and miss you with all my heart.
Love,
Me
Re: My Baby ATLGIRL777: Reading your post brought tears to my eyes......I remember what it's like to be where you are.....I am seven months into this and still have bad days at times. I am here if you need someone to talk to. My husband just up and told me he was miserable as well. Things will get better, just hang in there. ;)