why lonely_n_upset: i suffer from manic depression and i just don't know why he can't understand that he thinks that i am just a horrible person that had control over my emothions all these years that i didn't know about it i am better now and i don't know why he can't see that he told me he left cuz of the way i was before but what about now i know he sees it so why am i not good enough to be with him i never had a real family while i was growing up and i didn't want to do this i know i am not perfect but i try my best to be a good person i am just sof rustrated and sometimes want to give up on everything the meds ect and the only reason i don't is cuz of my 4 yr old son i grew up without a mom and don't want to do that to my child grrrrrrrr i am in hate myself mode today
Re: why spooky: If someone refuses to see change their worls will always suck. Someone who can't see improvement will see nothing but fault. It's their shortcoming, and you shouldn't suffer for it. I'm glad you found some help though.
Re: why lonely_n_upset: thank you it took years for me to admit it to myself and i am glad i am getting better i still wish he could see it thouhg
Re: why spooky: One thing that I'm dealing with is wanting her to acknowledge my improvement, as closure; also, that this closure may never come. Be proud of yourself for it, but expect it to go unrecognized in his eyes.
Re: why lonely_n_upset: he still compliments me on certain things but he is still a jerk in other aspects we have been best friends do long and we were getting along great and were still best frineds but he is in a he needs attention mood and wants every woman to think he is georgous
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