Re: Doesn't feel like the 4th... Deadfish: I called this girl from work, leaving a message on her machine asking if she wanted to go out tonight... I called her at 4:00 and now it's 8:00 and I'm still waiting... I don't think she's gonna call me back.
Re: Doesn't feel like the 4th... trapped: Isn't it awful? I'm back in a city with one of the biggest firework displays in the country and feel so alone. There's only one person on my mind.
I guess I will go up to the roof of the apt building I'm staying at in a bit to watch the display. I feel incredibly lonely and forlorn.
When will it ever go away?
Re: Doesn't feel like the 4th... twetifb: The loneliness goes away with time...promise! I thought about my stbx earlier today while I watched the White Sox game because we always went to the game on the 4th of July. We'd tailgate all afternoon, watch the game, enjoy the fireworks afterward, and then pull over on this certain patch of highway on our way home because you could see fireworks in every direction from all the town fests. As I sat alone in my apartment I thought the memories would make me sad or teary eyed but they didn't...they reminded me of the life I used to have and then I smiled because I know the life I have now is better in so many ways.
Re: Doesn't feel like the 4th... anewday: Iam so glad I am not the only one feeling so alone tonight. I just keep wondering where he is and if he's thinking of me too. I wonder if he misses me as much as I miss him.
Re: Doesn't feel like the 4th... icwtsmnl: I asked my guy to watch the fireworks with me. he didn't want to. so i stood there alone, watching all the other couples being all snuggly and romantic. I didn't even stay till the end.
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