Hell has broken loose! Fjord Girl: I miss my EX today. I miss HIM. This is preposterous! I've been feeling like this since Thursday. Everything reminds me of him and I'm somehow doing things that make me think of him. Yesterday I stopped at Tim Hortons before going to work and when I took a sip of my Iced Capuccino tears rolled down my cheek, I felt like a complete idiot. Then the smells, the songs on the radio (since when Smashmouth makes someone cry? There you go!).
Everything reminds me of him and now I'm crying like an idiot again, mostly because I'm sad, but also because I'm angry I feel this way. He left and he never looked back, he hasn't talked to me in more than a year and a half, he probably is disgusted with me and he certainly doesn't give a damn if I'm doing well or not. He hurt me, he betrayed me, he lied to me and humiliated me like I've never been humiliated in my life. Now tell me how is it fair that a heart breaks all over again for someone like that?
Re: Hell has broken loose! EssieDotCom: you're human honey, we've all been down this road; i have days, sometimes weeks like this. i had a hell of a one last week like this. the problem with smells, songs, places, they are all a part of since recall that jolts memories, well for most people. ***HUGS*** keep trying to look ahead.
Re: Hell has broken loose! Fjord Girl: Thanks, EQ. I think I need an anti-psychotic. Is there something like short-term manic-depressive disorder? One minute I'm all sad, then I feel like being the biggest clown on earth. I think it's the same rollercoaster ride. Nice!
*Lifts hands and enjoys the ride* Woot... Not.
Re: Hell has broken loose! Bird: gosh i miss tim hortons :P
right, so tell you what, i'll fly over, i give you BIG HUG, and then buy you some tim bits...and coffee of course :)
bea, it's only natural that you miss him. don't feel bad about that. As Eq so wisely put it, you're human.
just remember don't feel bad...ride it out- and eventually the roller coaster does stop- often, when you least expect it too.
Re: Hell has broken loose! ATLfoodie: I've gotten to where I have good hours and bad hours. Haven't built up to days yet and probably won't for some time.
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