Feeling the need
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Feeling the need bluskygrl: to reach out and touch someone. 

I am not as comfortable sharing the personal stuff sometimes but I realized the last few days, especially after watching those dancers last night, that I am actually physically and emotionally craving personal contact.

The dancers were nice to look at, but did very little for me otherwise. They were physically attractive YOUNG men who were there to perform. They aren't real and they are so two dimension in personality - I saw front and back :) - which is what they are paid to do....

It's the actual closeness that I am missing, the talking in low tones, the laughing at things only the two of you heard, close enough to touch but not , the glances and incidental but welcomed touching, the smell of that cologne on their skin ...another person so close to just you in a real relationship and if that leads to more well....

Anyway, I have great friends and family but I think its the loneliness for intimacy that is finally settling in after all these months, maybe even years if you count those last few lonely months of marriage...

just blu today

Re: Feeling the need ATLfoodie: [quote author=atlgirl777 link=topic=31584.msg315997#msg315997 date=1153009055">
It sure would be nice to feel the touch of a good man!!!
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Or a good woman for that matter.


Re: Feeling the need yella: You guys are gonna make me cry! Just the other day I wanted a hug so badly it was killing me.

And I'm not big on hugs.  :-\
Re: Feeling the need Fjord Girl: I just need a hug and some cuddling...
Re: Feeling the need ATLfoodie: Yea, that would be nice.

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