So Happy Chey: Well guys....I feel like I'm in the middle of some great events right now that I wanted to share.
I'm now 2 years post-seperation. My stbxh still has not signed the final papers but I'm less worried about that now because I just know it will be ok with patience and faith.
I've moved into this wonderful apartment right by the water front that gives me immense joy everytime I come home. Small things make me feel incredible happiness. I picked up my dining set today and it looks so beautiful that I just stood there grinning at it.
My sister flew in from Calgary last night to surprise the rest of the family, and seeing my Mom so full of joy that all her "babies" were back together again makes me almost emotional with contentment.
I had all my friends with me today at a BBQ on the rooftop patio, then for a walk along the harbour front. It was easy, laid back, warm and peaceful.
In just 2 years I've gone from being in the pit of hell, thinking that life wasn't worth living anymore, contemplating suicide, filled with hatred, anger and lashing out at anyone that I felt wasn't living up to MY expectation of them. I now am able to look back at that and although I cringe at my behaviour I understand it and know it was another step on the ladder to get to a better place.
Sitting here with my computer on my lap, looking out at this breath taking view, is making me feel on top of the world right now.
Being grown up and surviving aint so bad after all. But actually LIVING is even better ;)
Re: So Happy drowned: wow chey you are an inspiration to many people here I'm sure of it. ;)
Re: So Happy spooky: That's cool, good. I'm happy for you that you feel positive. :)
Re: So Happy Melbel: Chey~
I am so happy for you! Great job at all your hard work to get to such a wonderful place! I feel like I am on the same road. The road to being happy with life, happy with me and happy that I was given another chance to find a man who can love me the way I deserve to be loved!
Thank you Chey for such a great post!
Melissa
Re: So Happy Fjord Girl: Thank you, Chey! I needed to read that today. And I'm really glad for you!
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