D@mn it! brokenbaby: I am so sad today! :'( I don't need to be I don't want to be but I am. I'm not sure why. I miss him today. I'm not sure why.
I freaking hate this!
Re: D@mn it! yella: It's ok, BB. It's perfectly normal, and expected for you to feel like this, especially after everything (and unexpected contact) you've experienced.
If you said you didn't miss him, or the idea of him, I'd be worried.
The important thing is to try to stay as strong as you can to avoid slipping back in time. You're on the right road now, and that's what you need to remember. You don't want to go through all of that hell again.
Take a step back, breathe in, and relax. Clear your head as best you can, and try to recenter.
Re: D@mn it! Fjord Girl: If you need to talk, please let me know, okay??? You don't have to go through this alone, girl.
Re: D@mn it! Roseville: Broken Baby,
You don't have to have a reason to miss him - you just do, your human. You will have these days, and then you will have days that go by without the thoughts of him.
You're a strong & beautiful person - and what you're going thru is only showing that you're human. Let yourself go thru the natural ups and downs of this, and don't be hard on yourself, it's only normal.
J
Re: D@mn it! LostTeacher: girl, i totally understand.
went to a wedding yesterday with a whole bunch of my friends, and by the end of the evening, it made me miss him like crazy...even if i don't want to be with him. and even if all my friends realize that this is the best thing for me.
and it didn't help that i almost physically ran into the OW today at the grocery store. stared her down until she looked away. felt great right away, then felt like shit.
if you need to chat, i'll be around this evening....a nice, boring, quiet, lonely saturday night.
LT
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