I am trying thejoker: I am trying to deal with this sh!t.. I am
I am trying not hide from this and take it head on
but it is so flockin hard.
I keep fighting the tears now..
I keep fighting those terrible thoughts..
I keep fighting the abandonment..
I keep fighting
I feel like I'm losing
I feel like I wanna call someone and scream at them
beg them to come home. But I don't want them!! WTF
I just hate the gut punch feeling..
Hey ya'll guess what we have some new shyt to add to the tally of most flocked up summer of trama drama
----- weekend one ----
Wife leaves me
Boss' Wife dies
Aunt dies
----- time passes ----
Grandma dies
Pop gets cancer
thejoker shakes his fist at it all
bring it on.. I'll deal with it slowly and methodically...
gee wiz I love my life...
Re: I am trying ATLGIRL777: Oh honey.......I am so sorry!!! That is so much to deal with! Just remember I am here for you....... ;)
Re: I am trying thejoker: thanks ATL.. but you ain't here for me... you are there for me...
if you were here for me I'd ask you to bake me a lasagna..
I'm tryign to laugh really
Re: I am trying td7629: Hang in there joker... Whatever doesn't kill us..makes us stronger!!
Re: I am trying thejoker: ya sure... not dead yet... I have at least 50-70 more terrible years..
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