Teeter tottering... ih8BeinAlone: That's about how I feel right now. I'm teeter tottering on falling back into a slight depression. I am 4 months out of a really long drawn out breakup. 4 months with little contact.
Up until a few days ago I'd be doing a lot better. Getting healthy exercising and everything. Started to feel good again and happy to be alive.
I woke up one morning a few days ago and just couldn't stop replaying the breakup and events leading up to it in my mind. Since then my guilt has returned and I'm trying my damndest not to slip back into depression.
Any advice? Mainly I think that when I was with her my life was on a good course towards marriage etc... Now I don't know where it's headed and I'm nervous. (getting back with her is not an option).
Re: Teeter tottering... broken_saint: heya bud, it's funny. i'm feeling crappy like hell too today and we posted just about the same time. i just can't stop thinking about her and the times we had etc.... i'm getting myself lost in it and i can't shake it off! what the hell right? i'm keeping myself busy, even if it means reading ojar posts for most of the day instead of getting some actual work done. i have a big project that's due today. but at the moment, my head isnt cut out for it today and ojar seems to be the meds i need to get through.
big hugs to u man, i know this tho.... when i get through my really bad days, the good days are more rewarding. hows the "friend" you mentioned coming along?
Re: Teeter tottering... icwtsmnl: [quote author=broken_saint link=topic=32043.msg323150#msg323150 date=1153762586">
reading ojar posts for most of the day instead of getting some actual work done. i have a big project that's due today. but at the moment, my head isnt cut out for it today [/quote">
story of my life since i discovered this place.
Re: Teeter tottering... ih8BeinAlone: hey saint,
our moods must be on the same schedule. i've just got to find a way to break this cycle. my friend is good, i'm enjoying hanging out with her but find myself comparing and i know that's not good, so i'm taking it for what it is and that's a friendship for now.
i'm trying to find what my trigger is. all of my family (brothers/sisters) are away on vacation right now and i'm not with them, so i think that may have been my trigger.
glad to hear you're holding up. we'll get thru it bro.
Re: Teeter tottering... confused101: I know women who have the same schedule.
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