what [i]have[/i] I done? spooky: *deleted*
Re: what [i]have[/i] I done? JNA: When we feel we are most defeated...
Is when we "really" find ourselves...
And what we are made of
Some ideas for you...
You like to post on OJAR so go to the library opr one of the Internet Cafes they have out here today
You'll meet women there
Trust me on that one...
Get into a hobby that does not require a lot of money
It does two things
Takes your mind off what is happening and lets you concentrate again instead of on this mess you are going through now...
Use negative things that are ghosts to make you a more positive person
Turn it into a positive by saying "when" I get through this mess I am "never" going to be seen doing this again...
Then look forward to that being a goal of yours
Personally I never lived at home a day after 17 but if your parents are comfortable with it then use that to stay there...Save up some money and get through what you have too...
Nothing wrong with that
You can repay them later in many ways...
IMO
JNA