I want to DIE Feel: I am trying everything to move on... I even thought maybe I could give my X a thought of a chance, but I know it just won't work...
I am seeing the NM again... he is great as usual, but today I was to drop off my son to his dad and he said not at his parents... they don't want to see me, they can't stand me!
I called them, I asked what I did wrong! I moved on I told them at least trying too... It's your son that keeps trying to have me take him back... why when he is with another woman and has bought a house with or at least says, if I am what he wants then why is he already moving to these lengths...
He called me said he spoke to his family and that what I tell my parents is what they want to hear as what he tells his is for him... I told him that is it both versions of the story or just the one, HIS! :'( :'(
I tried to tell them and the mother seemed like she wanted to hear, ny father n law hates me, and I really told them the truth, now my x calls me and I told him that after listening to that nasty message he left, I couldn't answer cause i was getting my hair washed. Anyway, I told him to stop all the lies that I can't take it... anyway he asked if I was with the NM I told him that it didn't matter, the way it didn't matter if he was with anyone!
He asked again and I said don't bother, what about her, u with her? He said actually if u want to know the truth I am moving in with her, she treats me good and she has done nothing but try to keep us together....
She has done everything possible to keep you guys together because you belonged to someone else and enjoyed it!
I HATE HIM, I HATE HIM, I HATE HIM...... I am just hurting so much, this man gets to move on in a home while I am in a an apartment, he lives with his parents and doesn't pay a thing! I never thought it would come to this..... :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
Re: I want to DIE sosad05: (((HUGS)))
I am so sorry. Sometimes there's just nothing to say that will make you feel better. But know this....as time progresses it will get better. I completely understand the "parent" thing. It sucks. There's nothing you can do about how they feel. F*ck them. Just keep focusing on what's best for you and your son. I promise it will get better.
Re: I want to DIE lunatweeker: (((HUGS)))
atleast you have your son and thats something you can count on
when the bit(H left me the baby was only 5 months old and i had 2 kindergardners
and i hated her for a long time even got into another relationship that fell apart big time
someday this pain will heal
times heals all wounds
Re: I want to DIE Feel: THANX GUYS..... :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
Re: I want to DIE icwtsmnl: i know this is very little consolation, but he asked if you were with the NM. if you look under the surface and think about WHY he asked, it shows a lot of discontent with his own life. that doesn't go away.
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