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feeling down justmeandmyson: Hi everyone.  I am feeling really down today.  I have been a stay at home mom for several months and it has been the best time of my life.  Since I am on my own now I need a job...which I will be starting on 8/14.  It will be a great job.  I also have to put my son back in daycare....a different one than he was in before I became a stay at home mom.  We went to look at it today and it is nice.  I'm sure my son will be fine....the daycare transition will be harder for me I think.  I just feel down about having to put him back in daycare and having less time with him....daycare during the day and sharing time with my STBXH.  I HATE THIS!!!!  Oh and this Sat is the first overnight my son will have with his dad...I am so nervous and sad.  I really do try my best to look at all of the positive aspects....I will be taking care of myself and my son, I will be able to save for a house, I will meet people, my son will make new friends and learn alot, etc.  I guess I am just having one of those days.  So many changes at once.  Take care everyone and thanks for the support!
Re: feeling down drowned: That is great that you start a job soon! Keep doing things that are in your best interest financially as well as making positive strides. I don't have much advise about your son because I have no kids, so I really don't know the feelings associated with what is ahead for you. I guess I can say that it's a road you will have to endure from here on out when it comes to your stbxh and your son. Just be blessed that you have him way more than he ever will.
Chin-up!

drowned~


Re: feeling down justmeandmyson: drowned
You are very right about that...I do have more time with my son and I am so blessed.  Thank you for the encouragemant.

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