Re: Feeling so bad on my birthday sneaker: The thank you for the hugs was also addressed to sosad. Made the mistake while typing.
As for the birthday, it turned into a disaster. I had diner with my sister, my mom and their boyfriend. My sister and I got into an argumenet about my situation, that I should stop feeling the way I do. I left and came back home with my daughter. Now I'mback here.
And my ex never called to wish me happy bday. Three years and a child doesn't mean anything apparently...