I Don't Blame You startingover: I just wanted you to know I don't blame you in all this. I have made my fair share of mistakes in our relationship and I am truely sorry for them. I know we talked the other night and we left things on good terms. I'm sorry to see you hurting too. You will always have my heart and soul, and I know I will have yours too, no matter the paths we take from this day forward.
J was so sick Monday, and no matter our differences, you were here for both of us. I thank you for sitting up most of the night holding and comforting him because he needed his daddy, and for putting my fears at ease.
Deep down I know you are a good man, you just lost your way. I hope you get back on track and one day you find the right person who will love these kids as much as we both do.
