Re: I Hate Depression Spazz: To be honest, I don't really care what he does at the moment. I am MAD right now and just venting. I am MAD that I have to be the strong one and carry the family! I am MAD that I just can't walk away! I am MAD that he is riding around the country on his bike while I take on all the responsibility. I am just plain old MAD! ANGRY! I am having my own pity party before he gets back.
I still appreciate all the advice, I am just ANGRY!
Re: I Hate Depression JNA: You have a right to be "MAD"...
Some people are just fricken immature
My ex was but in a different way...
In my next realtionship I want an Adult to Adult realtionship
Not Adult to Child 35 going on 12 ya know...
Just my two-sense
JNA
Re: I Hate Depression jadedangel: [color=navy"> I had someone very close to me that had severe depression and I agree .... it's one of the hardest things to deal with in life -- and still make life happy.
Be mad ... Be angry ... let it out ...
Most of all .. Hang in there. [/color">
Re: I Hate Depression Spazz: Yes JNA, I would love a mature relationship. I would love to find someone who loves to go on bike rides, camping trips and vacations instead of riding his motorbike himself or playing games on the comp. I just wish he was a pathetic loser I could walk away from, not someone with depression. I keep thinking that if I had the mental illness I would probably want him to stay. I guess I am super angry cause he is still out riding and I have no idea if he is dead or alive. I wish I didn't care.
Thanks Jaded and JNA! I am glad the forum is getting all my anger and not him. He is supposed to show up some time today and I need to be calm.
Taking deep breaths. I really hope he is okay but he wants his space and I will not call.
Jaded, You say you "had" someone with severe dpression. Mind if I ask what happend?
Re: I Hate Depression bluskygrl: Spazz,
It sounds like you are right where I was about a year and a half ago. I am sorry, severe depression is very difficult to both understand and overcome.
You are not alone. Many people came here as a result of a change of heart or cheating or addiction by their spouse. In my case it was neither - he became ill and then grew comfortable with his depression/anxiety and I needed a better life than that for myself and my children.
Anything thing I can tell you that might help or if you need someone to just listen please let me know.
blu
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