F@*& Her! Steven: I really feel like calling her and saying f-you! We have spent to much time together to have something come between us. We should have at least talked through this, listened to one another. I miss you! We all have issues, we all have problems, it's how we handle them that makes us great! I am lying in bed thinking (probably should not think), mind wandering, etc..................... Getting more upset by the second. Had to get up and post this stuff!!!!!!! I know I was overweight, 200lbs 5'8, I have been working on it. I was in a depression and I knew it would get better, you had no inkling to try to help me but to help me inable my actions, and as of the past few weeks ridicule them. All I wanted was to be awoken again, and I did not go outside the marriage for that. You awokened me, and for that I am greatful. Now I am 178lbs and stronger than ever in only 3 1/2 weeks. There is no stopping, (it takes 21 days to make a habit), I love the way my back does not hurt any more, how I can jump off things and not be afraid, how I can literally walk w/o pain. I loved you! I wanted the best for us both. If that is what you really wanted then you are a superficial bitch! We always talked so well and we cared so deeply for one another! You leave me this f**Y$ing Hallmarkcard stating so clearly we are over but , wait a minute, maybe not! "I don't know what the future holds for us, but one thing is I always want you in my life, I can not imagine a life w/o you!" Well Guess what I am so frustrated and can imagine life w/o you, even if it takes me a lifetime to forget I will have to do that!
Re: F@*& Her! JNA: I know that feeling of wanting to tell her where to go...
Mine called me one time and said I have to ask you not to call me anymore
I didn't...
Well I was on a board she was on like this one
So she came on as invisible to start it and told people in PM I was stalking her...
I have never stalked anyone in my life and as women I talk to here or guys will tell you I return your PM but never initiate them normally
I was on that board three years...I cannot go back even though I was asked to...Just can't after that...
She called back about three months later right on time ya know
Cept I wasn't there...Hard to explain...
Some things you don't do to people
She crossed every damn one of those lines...
Some people need to be told to F!@# O!@ and more for what they do to us
I'm sorry this happened to you as I know all to well the hurt involved with it...
Say after me
"This Too Shall Pass"
Stay Strong
JNA
