Re: Rough Break up tripny2k6: This depression and loneliness is almost overwhelming. Its just so hard to grasp the concept of going on without her in my life.
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This depression and loneliness is almost overwhelming. Its just so hard to grasp the concept of going on without her in my life.
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You were you before you met her, right?
You will be you without her.
You will be different, but for the better. Give it time. Do not feel bad or weak for feeling what you do. Dont try to put a timeline on your recovery. It will take as long as it takes.
Re: Rough Break up tripny2k6: Yeah, Iknow. I've been down this road before. Still though, there's nothing like going home to an empty apartment. Not having her smile to greet me each day that I come home.
Re: Rough Break up tripny2k6: And now, someone else is going to have the benefit of spending each day with her and I'm not. All the dumb things we used to do together and laugh about.
Re: Rough Break up tripny2k6: Ok, now comes the toughest part of the day. I'm at my second job that I got so I could buy her the engagement ring. I keep thinking about today when I last saw her. (she works at the same place as I do during the day) I met her outside in the parking lot to pick up the last of my things from her. I dont know why but when I leaned in to hug her I went to give her a little kiss. She abruptly turned her head to the side and kissed my cheek. I dont know what I was expecting but damn that hurt! My day ended with watching her and her friend carry large moving boxes out of the main building to her car. They were actually laughing!! I dont think at me, but it still hurt to see her enjoy herself while I am in such pain. :-(
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