Shes not here anymore tripny2k6: Last night as I laid in bed, all I could do was imagine her laying next to me. I miss holding her all night. I miss looking over and seeing her beautiful blond hair next to me, her nudging me when I start to snore, our puppy coming up to us and licking our faces to wake us up in the morning. It is getting so hard to get out of bed in the morning. It seems I wake up every hour to check my cell to see if she has called me. I really hate this, no one deserves to feel this kind of pain.
Re: Shes not here anymore Irony:
You're right trip, no one deserves to feel that kind of pain, except for abusers, alkies, or cheaters..
I'm assuming you're none of these, and my heaert goes out to you.
How loing has it been since she left?
Mi stbxw left 10 months ago yesterday (but who's counting) :-\
There's no way to get past this but to go through it. Good for you finding ojar. I came on a little over a year ago, right before my wife moved out. Folks here really helped me through what was arguably teh darkest time of my life.
Hang in, let the feelings flow, post a lot here, and PM me if you need to chat with someone who's been there and done that.
By the way, I still hug my pillow at night.
iron man
