Aghhhh! I'm Stuck! :-( Crystal_Blue_024: Okay... I've had a pretty productive and busy week... I started my Fall classes, 1 of which is on-campus and I love it! I love the whole atmosphere of being on campus... I've been out to sushi... Gone to my little brother's soccer meeting, taken him out to dinner... Busy busy busy... Been trying to help people on Ojar... Been eating well, and sleeping at least 8 hours each night... But I feel STUCK!
I'm just tired and stuck... I'm so freakin tired... Right now I just want to lay my head down on my desk and go to sleep... I just feel so blank... Like I'm here physically... But my mind is somewhere else, somewhere not good, somewhere sad...
I've been thinking a lot about Drea again too... I accidently came across some pictures of her and I last night and I lost it... I've been thinking about her, what she's doing, if she's happy, if she's thinking about me, if she misses me... If she's going to call me... If she's going to remember my birthday in a few weeks... It's been almost 2 weeks since I had ANY contact with her, and 9 days since I checked her myspace page, I want to check it so bad to see what she's doing, but I won't.. I don't want to hurt anymore...
I just feel like I'm stuck... Like I've made it this far, made the journey and changes this far, but I'm not going any furthur, I'm just running and running, but not moving anywhere... And it sucks... I just want to be happy again... :'( :(
Re: Aghhhh! I'm Stuck! :-( jannette Garcia: Just keep running crystal, you'll move again. It's kinda like when you go on a diet and you stop losing weight for a while, but if you keep at it, you'll lose it until you reach your goal. Hang in there!
Re: Aghhhh! I'm Stuck! :-( Feel: You are doing great, keep it up and eventually that stuck feeling will pass
Re: Aghhhh! I'm Stuck! :-( chaotic: Crystal, you are going to have days that you fall a few steps back. Keep in mind how far you have come. A couple steps back will not be enough to take you back to the beginning.
Keep your head up and you will be fine. Its just part of the whole thing.
Re: Aghhhh! I'm Stuck! :-( shpek: Crystal,
You're normal! We all go through this. The fact that you can say you're having great days etc. means that you are moving forward and getting better. I'm stirving to have good days yet. So you're making progress!
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