Re: Aghhhh! I'm Stuck! :-( Wherezmygun: your a very strong person crystal you will make it, its just like that pld new kids on the block song Step By Step LoL yeah im a dork but i bet it made you smile. -Ric
Re: Aghhhh! I'm Stuck! :-( Crystal_Blue_024: I love that song!!!!! I was a die-hard NKOTB fan when I was younger!!! T-shirts, comforter, buttons, socks, the whole nine yards!!!
Step-by-step ooooooo babyyyyy!!!! ;D
Re: Aghhhh! I'm Stuck! :-( momuv3: You are going to come across things from time to time that will sting and feel like you are being set back. But it sounds like overall you are really doing well. When I was reading the first part of your post, i was thinking wow shes doing really good.
I know what you mean though about one little thing to set you back. I had about 48 hours of feeling ok. Then I saw his truck parked at a friends house yesterday and sunk back a bit. The wonder starts: What is he doing? Sitting there drinking beer with his buddies telling them how good hes doing? What dates he may have been on? How happy he is and Im sitting in misery? I totally drove myself crazy all night.
Today is a new day for all of us. Keep going on the busy path Crystal. You will get there.
Re: Aghhhh! I'm Stuck! :-( sneaker: [quote author=Crystal_Blue_024 link=topic=33603.msg348022#msg348022 date=1156434417">
I accidently came across some pictures of her and I last night and I lost it... [/quote">
Accidently? Hmm! Weren't you supposed to hide or get rid of them??? There shouldn't be any pictures of her hanging around. You know that!
And 9 days without checking up on her is very good. I know this is a hard thing to do. I also keep track and sometimes what I find makes it worse.
So keep strong, you're doing good!!!
Re: Aghhhh! I'm Stuck! :-( Crystal_Blue_024: [quote author=sneaker link=topic=33603.msg348663#msg348663 date=1156517969">
[quote author=Crystal_Blue_024 link=topic=33603.msg348022#msg348022 date=1156434417">
I accidently came across some pictures of her and I last night and I lost it... [/quote">
Accidently? Hmm! Weren't you supposed to hide or get rid of them??? There shouldn't be any pictures of her hanging around. You know that!
And 9 days without checking up on her is very good. I know this is a hard thing to do. I also keep track and sometimes what I find makes it worse.
So keep strong, you're doing good!!!
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Yes, it was un-intentional... I usually completely AVOID using my comptuer at home because it is FILLED with pictures of her and I (digital camera, ya know) and I don't even want the urge to look at them... ALL of the actual pictures like in frames and stuff have been boxed up and taken to my mom's... But I had to pull up my documents on my comptuer for a school assignment and sure enough the minute I pull it up, theres ALL the folders of our pictures... It was rough...
Yes it's been 10 days now with NO checking... And it'll be 2 weeks tomorrow since our last form of contact (when she texted me at the gym and got me all upset)... I know I'm making progress, because each day is comnig and going... They just seem to be coming and going in slow motion...
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