D broken_saint: thanks for the words of encouragement. i am listening to you with both ears to every word and i know you mean well ... i know i should give myself more credit. you're so right. i'm facing the toughest lessons right now and as much as i keep fighting this along with the support team and friends that i have here and in life, it will pass but in time. just like you, i've endured so many years fighting to keep a promise, but now i'm fighting to let go of those promises and all the shame and blame that comes with it.
i envy you for the strength you have and i'm proud that you've made it so far. i'm proud, very proud, of all the accomplishments that you have made. a year and a half and look at you. thanks for showing me hope. :)
