I just might do it
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I just might do it crushedman: I saw Florida girl last night.  If nothing else she has done wonders for my self esteem.  In the looks category she is  my Xs equal- a women that I work with would often refer to her as 'stunning'.  She's bright, articulate.  She's younger.  She's extremely warm, which is a characteristic that I'm looking for in lieu of the fact that my X tended towards coldness.  I was shocked when she told me she loved me.  WOW!  I can't say I can feel that at this point.  I'm supposed to see my X tonight- we'll see how that goes.  It's possible I won't even see her as she is pissed at me because I sent her some angry emails.  And then tomorrow, I leave for Bradenton.  Or not. 
Either way I have to be thankful that I feel somewhat normal for the first time since this nightmare began.

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Re: I just might do it Lance: Wow Crushed I envy you.  About the feeling normal part.  Sure would be nice to get that feeling once in a while. ;D

Good luck man, I'll be pulling for you as well.


Re: I just might do it jannette Garcia: go for it! Fresh start in a different state!  And FL is great! I live in Orlando, and I love it here!  ;D

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