My love and thanks to all of you guys! jrios29: Hey! It's been awhile since I've been on. But I just want to give y'all an update to my situation.
Things have been going great so far! It looks like she has made a honest change in herself. Her out look is different. We communicate differently. It's like we are getting to know each other all over again. We tell each other what we expect of each other, and act accordingly. It actually very simple! It's amazing what can be accomplished when to people desire the same thing. Makes life a lot easier. The baby is due 12/31/2006, and I feel like I know I should feel. I feel happy to be with the mother of my children.
I still can't bring myself to say I love you, tho. I have this retarded notion that if I say it, things will fall to pieces. I'm still hurt about what happened, and even tho some people here think it wasn't a big deal, to me the trust went out the window. I am trusting her more and more each day, but I am not quite there yet. It's going to take some time, and a lot of therapy! lol
The point of this post is just to say thank you for being there through the most painful expierence in my life. Not only did you guys support me, you also encouraged me to give her a second chance, which looks like it may have been the best advice I have recieved. I love you guys, and I wish you all the happiness in the world. I will continue to come on Ojar and help out where ever I can.
Much love to all of you!
Jay
Re: My love and thanks to all of you guys! jannette Garcia: Good for you!!!!!! I"m so happy to hear that!!!!!! yay!!!! ;)
Re: My love and thanks to all of you guys! spooky: I'm glad you're feeling better, congrats on the kid, and good luck with everything.
Re: My love and thanks to all of you guys! guest233: Way to go man. Keep up the good work. It isn't easy.
Re: My love and thanks to all of you guys! CDNgurl: I'm sooooo happy for you Jay!! Best wishes to you and your family!
Hugs hugs hugs!
