Re: Could use a boost of encouragement- hard afternoon Feel: Far, if it helps... I feel like that too sometimes and the one thing I can't get out of my head is his smell and hand gestures... It may even pop in and out of my head a year from now...
I sure as hell wish it would just go away! I ask myself, why do I have to hurt? does he hurt as well?
Something we may really never know...
When I read your post, it brought a tear to my eyes because you wonder if things could have gone another way!
I am sorry your hurting!
Re: Could use a boost of encouragement- hard afternoon faraday: Thank you- I am trying to get this under control but am not doing a great job- I am doing everything I am supposed to be- working, playing with my daughter, looking for a house, hiring a lawyer- but I MISS HIM SO MUCH! and those thoughts above lead to god what do I do when someone else is with him? When he makes love to someone else- when someone else has my husband? !!!! And I feel like I am in a flood
