Re: I'm tired mariher: HAHA :D
That's a good one. But I seriously feel that he looks at me that way! Like he's being all civil and nice but behind the facade he wants to rip my face off. Now with that sentiment I really don't want him in my home. Oh and did I also mention he HAS threatened to OFF me a couple of times, so yeah he's a piece of work.
Re: I'm tired Feel: Mar,
He will do what you allow...
Don't worry about being the bad one, cause if people know who he is and what he has done then why worry.
Why do you feel guilty for someone leaving you to fend for yourself, when he was drinking was he thinking of you, or your daughter what about when he was sleeping in and you ahd your daughter, did he worry then... or when he was out banging his girlfriends or hitting you, did he worry.... so why do you care what people think.... you need to build your life up and stand on your own 2 feet... he is weighing you down!
Re: I'm tired mariher: I think that's one quality about myself I've always had difficulty knowing how to manage, my fear of being looked down upon. I'm so afraid of what people are going to think of me. I know it's all BS reasons, but I feel bad because
a. the apartment I live in was completely renovated by my X and his dad.
b. The only reason I got this apartment was because his friend is the landlord. (And my apartment is beautiful and I pay $875 for something that's worth $1000 easy)
c. I broke up with him without him having a clue about what was coming so
i left him without anywhere to go.
So these are just some of the reasons why I feel alot of guilt and I can't muster the courage to stand up for myself to him.
Re: I'm tired mariher: This thread sooooooooo pisses me off. For me giving in to give him a chance all this bullshit from the day before yesterday happened. I should NOT have let him into my house and now I know better. I should have listened to my gut when it told me to keep him out of my house.
Shit man...... :-[
