I can't do this. sadconfused4: I am so sick to my stomach-- nothing new has happened....everything is still the same: still broken up, still crying every day....he's still not a part of my life anymore, and I KNOW that. I KNOW he's not and that he's not GOING to be. I just can't figure out why I can't stop crying! It has been TWO MONTHS. He has moved ON! (Or at the very least, is re-bounding).....I MISS HIM. I want him to just come and be with me for a DAY, you know? Just to hang out and play cards or laugh and watch a movie. Just to BE with him for a day.
I am just SOOOOOO sad. Everything aches....everything is broken-- my spirit, my heart....everything. Maybe I am more sad from the loss of the LOVE than the loss of HIM. SO... great. That means nothing to my heart right now. I am still just devestated! I still can't stop crying anytime I am by myself. I feel like all of my friends are OVER me.... I feel like I am starting to annoy everyone...I just don't see an end in sight.
He's moved on! He's flirting with a 21 year old! He's being sweeter to her than he was to me. WHY!?!?! I just want to die. I can't imagine there being any feeling in the world happy enough to counter what I am feeling right now. It's awful. I just can't go on like this. Nothing is making it better....no contact isn't making it better....TIME isn't making it better. HELP ME! This is just ripping me up. I feel like I have been hit by a truck.
Re: I can't do this. tripny2k6: I've been feeling like this too. It sucks, its like things will never be the same without them, and theres nothing you can do to change that. I know exactly how you feel. Im the lowest Ive ever been in my life. I joined a gym yesterday in hopes to get some things turned around in my life. But I got so depressed there I left. I dont have the desire to get out of bed in the morning, much less do outside activities. Just know that I am here for you if you would like to talk. I can so relate to what you are going through right now because I am too.
Re: I can't do this. vdc_1975: The best advice I can give you is to go to therapy. I iwsh I had gone YEARS ago. Its hard at first but it really helps.
GL and God Bless.
Re: I can't do this. Crystal_Blue_024: Sweetie, you ARE doing this... You ARE making progress.... I promise... Each minute of eah hour of each day, you are making it through this.... I know it doesn't seem like much, but just know that as the time passes you are moving forward... You're doing the things you need to do right now to get through this, and that's all you can really do... You've made it 2 months, and you'll make it another 2 months... If you need to talk, call me hun, I'm here for ya!! Hang in there!!! ((( HUGS ))))
Re: I can't do this. So_Lost: I would agree.. The best thing to do is go talk to a professional. Maybe even get on some meds like most of us here.
I know it is hard to believe, but one day, maybe months or years from now, you will be fine. You will be happy again, in love again, and this will all just be a bad memory.
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