The X is on my mind today mariher: I don't want to be thinking about him but then again I never tell my heart or my mind what to do, they do everything for me.
My thoughts are not based on our breaking up or anything like that. It's not about regrets or wishes. I was thinking about the good things we shared. I was thinking about how he'd always managed somehow to come pick me up from work, how he'd always want to play a video game with me, how he likes to dress so stylish and have everything matching, etc...
He is a good person, just wasn't the right person for me.
I know he has alot of resentment towards me and I don't blame him considering I was the leaver. I have my reasons for leaving him. My previous posts will tell my story. But I started feeling sad and guilty when I was thinking about him and I wish that things were different but they're not and they never will be anymore. I feel that my life has become more settled down and stress free and I know i made the right decision. I will give him today. I'll let him roam in my thoughts and occupy my mind for today and I'll let him make me feel blue. It's no use trying to stop myself from feeling for him, I was with him for 10 years. He can have me for today, tomorrow I'll have ME back and I'm okay with that.
Re: The X is on my mind today Feel: If you feel content with your decisions than do what you need to to get by today...
But stay away from G, he will not bring a stress free life to you.
You know where you and your X stand but remember don't be the OW... not fun, what he has done to her, he will do to you!
Also being 24 you ahve a long way before you need to get tide down again, your daughter is enough, settle your life, yourself!
Re: The X is on my mind today mariher: I am too young for this crap.
Re: The X is on my mind today Feel: [quote author=mariher link=topic=34599.msg361462#msg361462 date=1158175323">
I am too young for this crap.
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Exactly my point.... as well you have your life ahead of you and don't need this and now you can learn from your mistakes and find yourself someone for you, who will appreciate you! You deserve a real life, family, and man!
Re: The X is on my mind today mariher: [quote author=Feel link=topic=34599.msg361466#msg361466 date=1158175471">
[quote author=mariher link=topic=34599.msg361462#msg361462 date=1158175323">
I am too young for this crap.
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Exactly my point.... as well you have your life ahead of you and don't need this and now you can learn from your mistakes and find yourself someone for you, who will appreciate you! You deserve a real life, family, and man!
[/quote"> Thank you, so do you!!!!!
