She Doesn't Even Hear Me Talking Anymore... riven3: I'm just so angry at everything now. That's why I have no matters..just saying whatever crosses my mind without even thinking.
This whole situation is awful. I have just so ... just a lot of anger bottled up inside and i cant release it.
The more I try to get to know Jennifer, the uglier she gets to me. It's almost to the point where I just dont even care anymore, which makes me so sad. I was kind of playfully asking what we should get each other for our 5 year anniversary...the tradition says you have to get something wood. And she's like "oh baby I don't want wood I want diamonds...here's what i want" and she drew this necklace shape on her neck..some circle thing with diamonds in it. I don't know. And I'm like "Well i haven't even gotten my birthday present yet". She keeps saying it's late because she needed my car to get it because it's big. I'm guessing a bike or a ping pong table but hello...it's a week after my birthday now. It's not like she's my grandma in massachusetts or something. She lives with me she should get me my fucking present on my birthday. And if not at least tell me what it is. Take a picture of it. Do something other than give me two cards (as if two cards seems like she cares more than one card). What the fuck is that anyway? Two fucking cards in lieu of a gift? Then she says "I'll just have to get it when I get back on Tuesday". Well lookie here..it's friday.
Then repeatedly today, I would ask her questions and she literally would completely ignore me. She wouldn't even hear them. I say "Are we still going to go to the baseball game tomorrow night" and she doesn't even acknowledge anything. I wait 10 seconds and say again "I think we should go tomorrow night...it would be fun". And again not a word. Then my friend calls and leaves a message. And she is like "Aren't you going to call him back?" Like..why the hell does she care? And then I was like "I guess I could see if he wanted to go to the game with us" and again, no response.
Then I'm cooking brownies, and I forgot to grease the pan. Once I realized it, I was like "uh oh..i forgot to grease the pan...do you think that will ruin the brownies" and not a freakin word. I ask again "do you think they'll be ok"? No answer. Literally over 5 minutes later...out of nowhere...."that might be bad if the pan isn't greased". Like it took her 5 minutes to hear me.
And I can't get her to call the new therapist to make arrangements. I'm so sick of having to be the one that gets everything arranged. If she isn't willing to put forth the effort, then what's the point. I'm tired of being so tired. I'm tired of feeling so crappy. Just really sick of it.
Re: She Doesn't Even Hear Me Talking Anymore... jannette Garcia: Riven.....
It takes two to make it work. I think you're overreacting a bit on the birthday present.....But then again I dont know your situation I dont live with you.......
If she's not willing to talk to you, then it wont work, let her know that's how you feel and see how she reacts, because obviously if she's ignoring you, she has no interest in working things out.....good luck to you.
