I feel Sad that I am alone and no one to talk to Freckles: :(
One thing thats good I am doing good with my Online Bookstore, I would not be able to pay my Lawyer and ExWife without that
:)
And starting next week I am going to start selling all these Doman names i have , before they renew.(So at least I wont have to pay the renewals)
:)
When I was married and things were good(Or at least not bad) I had someone to Talk to. To share Ideas and Dreams with. Someone to keep me Warm at night.
Now empty house. I used to tell my ExWife she filled the house up with her presence. made it a home.
I guess 1/2 of what I miss is not my ExWife but haveing a Wife .(If that makes any sense)
Really I need to get all this Debt cleaned up.(It will take a Year) Before I get married agan.
Some have said order you a wife from Russa or somewhere far away.
I am not stuped,She has a bunch of kids gets mad and leaves.WHERE do you think she would go ?
I have thought about a Spanish Wife(Still Thinking) (They are Young and Good Looking and Very hard Workers) But when you marry someone you Marry thier Family. One of my 3 Sisters has a Family like that. You sitting there with 100 other People at a Birthday Party and you are One Race and EVERYBODY else is diffrent than you, can be a strain)
I think I will Hold out for a PURE Blueblood. :) A White Woman who is not like the others. Not a Feminest . A Southern Lady who likes to prance around in a New MiniVan(I want to buy a year from now when my debt is gone) :)
Or I guess I could Die of a Heart Attack in the meantime and my Lawyer and ExWife have empty hands(No Money)
(I wonder if EXWife prays I live so I can pay Her off,Or Hopes I Die so She gets nothing ??? )
My Chest has been hurting,but I think part of that is I smelled Antifreeze in my Car Airconditioner, I put Poweder Stop leak(Bronze) in so its stoped.
(I take Co Q10 and E and C and stuff) Am feeling a bit better :)
I noticed a Pumpkin is in my Garden(I planted all that and my Mom would stop by and pick a few things, I only ate 2 tomatoes , I even have 2 or 3 giant squash out there :)
I wonder what my ExWife is doing now ? Prob in Her sisters Shead Sleeping off a Drunk or Smoking Pot or Crack or at least a Cigarette.
Sitting there *Cussing me up a storm
(Or do you think She Ever thinks about what she lost ? )
She weighs 95 Pounds last time I saw her ,She was allways betwwn 200 to 225 pounds married to me.
If She thought that much about me to lose all that, why did She get so hostile and leave and File for divorce ? ??? Werd.
I guess I will go to wal-Mart spend some Money and Look at the Women
:)
Re: I feel Sad that I am alone and no one to talk to BobFromAcctg: Yep I understand the loneliness. Not only did I lose the wife to talk to but I also lost being around my boys. I went from a busy house to
> > > > . . . . Q U I E T . . . . > > > > > and it nearly killed me. I had a friend to talk to for a while but she went back to her old BF and the stillness returned.
It sucks Freck - I understand.
Glad the online bookstore is working for you.
Re: I feel Sad that I am alone and no one to talk to snkpack: :)
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You need to go back out and find Jesus again. 8)
Re: I feel Sad that I am alone and no one to talk to snkpack: I'm taking the bus home. Its all good.
