6 Years today Wherezmygun: well today marks 6th year me and my wife have been married. It sould be a cheerful love filled day right. Wrong! I left today to go visit some friends in Indy. and i am trying to not think of what today is saposed to mean.
I should be planning a nice romantic evening with my wife. i should have beed out buying some flowers, and a card that tells her that she is my one and only, the angel that has my heart and we will be together for ever.
Well thats not happening. instead we are 700 miles apart and she could care less. im trying really hard not to be a mess, i think thats why i came here to indy. when i planed the trip i didnt even pay attn: to the date that i booked it on, just went with the best price. but i think i might have done it on purpose with out realizeing what i was doing.
so here i am again beating the $hit out of myself for this whole mess im in. why do i keep makeing myself feel like this?
why does this have to hirt so much?
why cant se see in me what everyone else see, if im so damn awsome that why does she not want me?
if im such a great guy why cant she see that?
I hate the way i feel, and just want the pain to go away.
Re: 6 Years today Feel: I hear ya.... I know it's hard... wanna know what my last remembrance day of my anniversary was?
Re: 6 Years today Wherezmygun: [quote author=Feel link=topic=35036.msg368964#msg368964 date=1158950747">
I hear ya.... I know it's hard... wanna know what my last remembrance day of my anniversary was?
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shoot!
Re: 6 Years today tripny2k6: Sorry you're going through this man. Hang tough.
Re: 6 Years today chaotic: [quote author=tripny2k6 link=topic=35036.msg368972#msg368972 date=1158950931">
Sorry you're going through this man. Hang tough.
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Inked. My 9 year anniversary would have been 1 month ago yesterday. Its tough I know. What I did was go out and buy myself an antianniversary gift. It was a new surfboard. I should get it any day now. Go get yourself a nice antianniversary gift
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