My Life in TV C-Note: I look past everything else in this video clip and roll the agony of dealling with heartache over and over sometimes.
I mean it's as if I do this to prove to myself what's in my past isn't something only I've had to deal with. The world is full of people who survived gut wrenching heartache.
I'm not a character, I've no action packed days filled with life and death struggles one after the other. But for just a brief moment. A little less the 4 minutes to be exact. To see everything I experienced makes me pause.
Coming home to a place that's not a home anymore. Stepping thru a trashed apartment, facing the fact that she's gone and everything you hold true and love doesn't exist anymore.
It's amazing to see it as entertainment.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bswHv8jR6HI
