Dear K. tygerseye04: I am very upset at you today. I don't like you at all.
I think you are an overconfident selfish cocky emotionally retarded a**hole with severe tunnel vision problems. You couldn't see someone else's point of view if someone else gave you directions to it and then laid down Reese's for you to pick up and eat along the way.
You cheated on me, you ba*Tard, because otherwise I would have gotten herpes earlier in our relationship.
and I saw the picture of the stupid woman you were practically screwing on the floor at some party in New orleans before you took it off of your webshots page. I never danced with another man that way, not while we were together. And why weren't there any pictures of me on that page? I can't tell you how many times I got up early after a late night at work just to drive to see you graduate and support you in your quest to be another power ranger. Yet not one! Not one picture of me! But pictures of other women at clubs, other military jerks you weren't really friends with...sure! plenty of them, too...
You were perfidious, and yet you expect me to be so pristinely faithful, to give up everything that meant anything to me and to do it with a smile, and yet you could act like an jerk and I just had to swallow.
but I am not fat, k., so I don't have to swallow. The woman you have probably been screwing since I left you is, but then who I am to say...maybe that's why you are with her.
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you for not giving me what I needed. I hate you for taking away my sexuality. I hate you for being angry at me when you were the one worth leaving.
Maybe one day you will get that through your thick metal head.
Re: Dear K. tygerseye04: Oh and let me add that when I say that you were perfidious because I know you I know you will say, "huh?" i was always faithful but no, no you weren't.
Law and Order was more important than me.
details details details a relationship is all in the deatils and where did you put your two dollars of details?
into a box of markers that you bought so that your board wouldn't be smudged at work.
stand up for you? support you? i did support you. I loved you and support you beyond anything and everything and everyone, and you?
did you support me? Did you stand up for me? no. no you didn't because when the man opened the letter I sent you and saw me in a bathing suit and he made a bad remark about me you said nothing. why did you say nothing? because getting jets meant more to you than anything and yet you expected me to give up everything my career my family and you expected me to give it up with a smile and without being upset but you never gave up anything for me never sacrificed one thing. And yet you blame me, you blame ME for leaving YOU when I was good to you...you were right when you said I was good to you, I was good to you and for you and you never recognized it...you took it for granted like you took everything else in your life and you shut me out and then wonder now why you are alone.
I know now this is the irony isn't it that I know now that if I had had herpes before you, you would never have dated me. Would you? You wouldn't get tested because it might have sacrificed your precious career I know you would have rejected me like the others...
ugh. ufgh. Why did I love you. When I writei these things I have to question my own sanity. I loved a man who loved his career so much he would sacrifice my health for it.
AndI know now tha tI was just a cow to you. I was a just a cow that would moo when you would say, "moo!." and I would follow you whereever because as you once said, "I couldn't ask the others to do what I ask of you."
So that was it, you chose me because I was stronger than the others andthen you dare call me weak.
but you never relaly loved me at all. That's what I see now that you never really loved me at all.
Re: Dear K. thelovelybones: I know where you are coming from :'(
