I dream about you trapped: I had a dream last night about you. Thats not very uncommon. I dream a lot about you. In my dreams we are always happy and together, the way it was supposed to be or at the very least, the way I hoped we would be. I guess thats where that expression "only in your dreams.." comes from.
Last nights dream was different. It felt so real. I woke up and for a moment I thought it WAS real...that it actually happened. I felt like when I opened my eyes I would be in our bed in Sausalito, not in my room alone back here in NY. I was afraid to open my eyes because I wanted it to be real so badly. But of course it wasnt real and youre still there and Im still here.
Why do I have to dream about you S? I cant even get you out of my mind during the hours I am awake. Ohmigod I miss you so much right now. I sometimes feel a little bit of hope that I am going to get over you some day. BUt today is one of those days where I am convinced that I never will. You break my heart and I cant stop loving you and missing you. Wheres the sense in that?
