Re:Alone and scared rshaw: Thanks for all of the suggestions. I still feel horrible but it's not so bad when you know others are going through the same thing and understand what you a feeling.
Lumpy- this move to another state is only for a few months. I hope that by May of next year I will be back within a half-an-hour of my boys. They are the only thing that keeps me going right now. I hope that with time I will find other things to keep me going. I am getting involved in my church and am going to search for clubs/sports/a gym to join.
Once again, thank you all for your words of comfort and understanding.
rshaw
