Re:Today I am broken lookin4alite: Thank you all. I am glad this site is here, I am doing better today. It seems I can go days or a week at time and all is well and then it just hit ya like a ton of bricks.
Thanks again
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Re:Today I am broken DOC: I have to agree with lumpy on this. I kicked my wife out because it was just to hard to see her all the time and not be able to touch her like before. They want their cake and eat it to. She will use and abuse you and it's hard not to let her cause you can't believe it's real. Emotions are going whirling about and you don't want to make the wrong decision. I understand your pain. For me it's easier when I don't have to look at her. But it's really hard to get the courage to kick her out. We were sleeping in the same bed still, she would get naked in front of me like nothing was going on. We even had sex a couple of times. All she was doing was using me. My advice is to let her go. The pattern that has formed will only hurt you. It's hard to accept but they don't feel for us like we do for them. Good Luck!
