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Re: random vent broken_saint: ((( HUGS )))
Re: random vent icwtsmnl: continued multiple-rantings.....

when do you give eachother space, and when you confront the situation?  when do you say "screw you", i'm not talking till you apologize and when do you approach first?  this is stupid.   but wouldn't all relationships be like that?   or am i so dysfunctional that it's just MY relationships that have been this way? 
is it a big deal if he doesn't go to MI?  is that grounds for STAYING angry at him?   god, i have no idea how to balance this crap.  i'm so used to being angry, that i don't know what's a valid reason anymore.   eveyrthing is so freaking blurry.   all i want to do is go home and read my book.   i like the mental escape of reading.  go join someone else's world, but have no responsibility for it.   

i don't want any responsibility for anything anymore (this must be the PMS talking.  i'm not always this childish).

rant rant rant vent vent vent.   EXCLAMATION POINTS AND CAPITAL LETTERS!!!!!!!!    $#@*(%@%($^#&^#)(&%*(&%*@)(^*)$#*. 

mad.


Re: random vent icwtsmnl: is it MY ego?  do i let go now?  i don't want to.  i don't want to face his attitude if I approach him to talk now.  i hate his attitude and dirty looks.  i guess i could always walk away if he stays jerky.  or maybe i ignore everything.  what was the point of the callback?  i'm tired of questions.  all questions.  everything.  him, the job search, the current job, my mother, my apartment, me. 

my cats are a sure thing though.  no questions with them really.  i will think about them.  :)
Re: random vent icwtsmnl: i think i am done ranting today.  i said "THINK".  no promises.  :)
Re: random vent katelyn: Your CATS?

Oh no. You are NOT going to be the old cat lady.  ;)

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