Re: I can't shake this feeling :-( fkunone: [quote author=Crystal_Blue_024 link=topic=35610.msg377829#msg377829 date=1159984242">
I know you guys are right... And I'm not offended by the brutal honesty, though it is hard to swallow... I know I'm keeping myself in this situation, I guess I just keep making the mistake of believing that people are better than they really are... That people have better hearts than they really do... I don't like to face the fact that some people are just jerks, simple as that, and they don't care that they're jerks, and they don't care who they hurt in the process of their games... That's the hard thing to swallow... I know what I have to do here... Because I know the situation with Brian isn't ever going to be what I want, what I need, or what I deserve... Even though it hurts :(
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People can be jerks. But not all of them. Take your time.
Re: I can't shake this feeling :-( Crystal_Blue_024: You have a valid idea there Katelyn, I even had a friend of mine talk to me about DPD (Dependent Personality Disorder)... But how do I break it? That's what I don't get? That's what I can't seem to get my mind around... And you are right on, I know I sound pathetic, but it's what I have always done... Someone shows me the slightest bit of interest and I latch on, and then if it doesn't work out I'm crushed... I don't know how to get away from that? ???
Re: I can't shake this feeling :-( yella: Are you in therapy, Crystal?
Not a doctor, but a therapist?
Re: I can't shake this feeling :-( Crystal_Blue_024: Yeah I am, was going twice a week. Now onece a week.
Re: I can't shake this feeling :-( yella: I'll tell you what I've been working on...
My therapist is very much into healing the inner child because emotionally I never grew up the "right" way. I was forced to go from child to adult when I was around 8 or 9. That's where my co-dependency issues came from.
It's intense therapy, but something I'll never forget or regret.
You work on relying on yourself rather then other people, and heal the damage inside. I'd talk to your therapist about that.
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